cyrano: (Defying Gravity)
Cyrano Jones ([personal profile] cyrano) wrote2020-11-12 12:28 pm

New hobby

I've taken up crying as a new hobby this year, and I think I'm getting good at it. I've given myself permission to stop trying to choke it down, which really took a while. No more snot all over everything, no more body wrenching sobs, just a long slow therapeutic weep, cleansing and healing. And with my plague beard and a mask, I don't have to explain myself to well meaning strangers at the store.