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[cyrano]

My head is a toxic waste dump. Nothing I do seems to change it.

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[zdashamber]

You're not the kind of guy who I'd say "oh, cyrano, that guy is toxic", which I hope is somewhat encouraging?

[cyrano]

Most of it is directed inward, and one of the early skills I picked up is 'putting on a good face', so I like to think that I'm pretty adept at looking fine. But somewhere along the line I taught myself that I don't matter, and I've spent twenty years trying to unlearn that.