Nov. 19th, 2007

Thoughts

Nov. 19th, 2007 12:39 am
cyrano: (Opposite of People)
Joy. The not sleeping continues.
Last night we went to see RainMaker. It's a classic piece of '40s theater that was made into a movie with Kate Hepburn and Burt Lancaster in '56.
I wasn't expecting a lot. It's half a century old, and there are parts of it that don't age well. But it was really well done. Starbuck in his lilac shirt and slacks was a little too slick and, as Cari said, 'used car salesman', but this team took the script and worked it.
I have a soft spot in my heart for this show, because (way back when I was in high school) the first scene I ever worked was the tackroom scene. When we finished, my drama coach (who was not especially big on compliments and who, I don't think, especially cared for me) sat up and said "You know, students have been doing this scene for years, and this is the first time in a long time I've actually watched it." I took that to mean that we'd done okay.

But I didn't come here to tell you that story. I told you that story so I could tell you this story.

A few years later, my scene partner from high school and I ended up in the same college drama course. And we were paired up again to do scenework. We looked at the book-o-scenes and we didn't like any of them. We wanted something different, maybe something folks hadn't seen over and over. So I transcribed the 'have you ever retired a human by mistake' scene from Blade Runner. And at the end of it, my drama coach (who was a completely different person) said "I hope you guys were watching that scene. Too many beginning actors are afraid of silence. And that was some very effective use of silence."

I was thinking about that while I was watching the show last night. To some extent, I got the feeling watching Sweeney Todd last month or even in Ashland, but last night I really missed walking the stage. I haven't done any significant acting since I moved to California. It's a lot of time and energy to commit, and I'm kind of afraid to find out I can't hack it any longer. And I really don't want to go through the process of building my reputation again in a new place.

But I may not have a lot of choice in the matter. We'll see what happens in the next couple of months. I obviously still think of myself as an actor. I mean, I even have the icon.
cyrano: (Haring DJ)
I don't have the playlist up yet, but the 2008 Holiday Mix is completed. Yay me.
And also, you may remember me talking about While You Were Out, the CD that my MUSH character was making. Well, it comes out today, and it's got its first review. Pretty promising--that girl may just have a career.

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