I can't complain but sometimes I still do

[cyrano]

As noted above. My head knows that I have so many things going my way, so much that I'm lucky to have and to be. But deep inside I kick and I cry because everything feels so hard. I'm reminded that my all-year everything pass for public transport expires in two months. That's it. By then I need to be able to afford some form of transportation, preferrably being licensed. As stated yesterday, I have to find more/new work. Again, the thought goes through my mind that normal people are doing this every day. Then the thought goes through my mind that I should go to sleep before I have to be up for work.
I thank the Lady for all of my friends. They help me remember that it's worth it to try rather than just give up.