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Apr. 16th, 2009 11:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cyranoToday was Day Five this week of getting to the gym for at least half an hour of exercise. Considering the target is 'three, or four on a good week', that's not bad. Next week, probably not so much, but I feel like I might have a foot hold on developing a habit. Fingers crossed.
Also, much like methadone, the Caffeine Free Sugar Free Everything Free Coke seems to be a useful tool in killing the "can i have a coke now? i could have a coke. a coke would be nice right about now. big red shiny can. mom. mom. mom. can i have a coke? mom? mom?" sort of urge, at least temporarily.
Now all I need to do is deal with the feeling that I'm moving the wrong direction and fucking up my life somehow.
Also, much like methadone, the Caffeine Free Sugar Free Everything Free Coke seems to be a useful tool in killing the "can i have a coke now? i could have a coke. a coke would be nice right about now. big red shiny can. mom. mom. mom. can i have a coke? mom? mom?" sort of urge, at least temporarily.
Now all I need to do is deal with the feeling that I'm moving the wrong direction and fucking up my life somehow.