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Apr. 25th, 2015 06:37 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cyranoThank you all for the support last night.
I'd gotten a one day job and was out of the house from eight until seven, and wanted to come home and sit in the pool and soak. Until I had jumped through all the hoops and actually gotten there. Then it wasn't what I wanted. So I grabbed my copy of Stone's Throe, which I'd recently started reading and was enjoying. Until then. So I thought fine, I'll *make* some words and sat down with a couple of projects I'm in the middle of. And stared at them blankly. So I threw myself into bed (and did not miss so there's my grace note for the day) to watch Devil Wears Prada which came to me with high marks. That lasted about fifteen minutes when I realized I actively didn't care and should stop watching before my mood spoiled the whole thing. Thought I'd catch up on Facebook. And as fascinating as you all are, I didn't want that either. And all through this not enjoying things I expect to enjoy, it was not increasing my calm.
Good news on the cat front, though. Once I'm asleep my room is okay. One cat sits in the bathroom door staring at the bathroom, the other sits in my computer chair.
I'd gotten a one day job and was out of the house from eight until seven, and wanted to come home and sit in the pool and soak. Until I had jumped through all the hoops and actually gotten there. Then it wasn't what I wanted. So I grabbed my copy of Stone's Throe, which I'd recently started reading and was enjoying. Until then. So I thought fine, I'll *make* some words and sat down with a couple of projects I'm in the middle of. And stared at them blankly. So I threw myself into bed (and did not miss so there's my grace note for the day) to watch Devil Wears Prada which came to me with high marks. That lasted about fifteen minutes when I realized I actively didn't care and should stop watching before my mood spoiled the whole thing. Thought I'd catch up on Facebook. And as fascinating as you all are, I didn't want that either. And all through this not enjoying things I expect to enjoy, it was not increasing my calm.
Good news on the cat front, though. Once I'm asleep my room is okay. One cat sits in the bathroom door staring at the bathroom, the other sits in my computer chair.