I want a doctor to take your picture

[cyrano]

So I decided last night, when we went to Kingswood for Teppan, that I want to grow up and be an extra in a John Woo film. But only one of his older films that are actually good. Surrounded by cute east asian teens/young adults in trendy clothes laughing and talking excitedly in a language that sounds like an odd form of music.
Then we were seated and I changed my mind. I wanted to be a c.e.a.t./y.a. lesbian, the phenotype that looks cute in a wife beater, kind of like a japanese gina gershon, whose girlfriend looks hot in a black duster and takes her to teppan and buys her lobster and steak.

This morning I've changed my mind again. I just want to grow up and be somebody who doesn't have to go to work and sleeps in.

Comments

[cyranocyrano.livejournal.com]

I was born in the year of the Cock. I'm also honest, but I also lie more than I like both to myself and others. (That's an inner contradiction I'm getting better on.)
And it definitely makes me feel less of a freak to share my contrary nature with others. It was very comforting last month to hear Ellie assure me she has similar problems.

And yes, I sometimes wish I'd taken the blue pill. Or the red pill. Whichever one it is where you keep that mental/social/emotional virginity. But if Ignorance is Bliss why aren't more of these fucking morons happy?

[sararainmaker.livejournal.com]

Hahahah... well wouldn't you be miserable if you were a moron ;) And yet they have it better in some ways... just not in ways that you or I would sacrifice our knowledge for.