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cyranoSaturday was Neil's game. Lots of new people, and I felt kind of disconnected from the game, but then I've felt that for the past few months. And it was still fun and worth my ten bucks. As of this game, the world changes. Dunno how yet, but the write up will come out soon.
So far as I can tell, nothing really happened on Sunday or Monday. My memory's a little vague. The 'mate said she wanted to watch movies with me, but I kept getting sucky ones so she went into a partnership with me on my NetFlix subscription. Die Hard and Shanghai Noon are on their way. (:
Tuesday was the mighty day of testing, and I got my driver's permit renewed and can begin guessing which driving school I most trust.
Today was the day I lost it, and cancelled gaming because I couldn't bear the thought of running anything. I was told that my friends were very proud of me and I wondered if they were so proud how come only one of them had spoken to me that day and then decided I was probably wrong about that. And then there was South Park, which was disappointing.
Nothing clever, no landscapes painted with words this week. And I'll probably go to my counselor tomorrow and say Nothing's New. Or maybe I won't. Maybe I'll tell her I hate my life, and I hate my meds, and I hate not having a job and I hate having to learn to drive and I hate the hot weather and hate hate hate hate hate hate hate so much that it smoulders inside and just overwhelms me until I stare blankly at nothing at all and get absolutely nothing done again.
Today was not a good day.
So far as I can tell, nothing really happened on Sunday or Monday. My memory's a little vague. The 'mate said she wanted to watch movies with me, but I kept getting sucky ones so she went into a partnership with me on my NetFlix subscription. Die Hard and Shanghai Noon are on their way. (:
Tuesday was the mighty day of testing, and I got my driver's permit renewed and can begin guessing which driving school I most trust.
Today was the day I lost it, and cancelled gaming because I couldn't bear the thought of running anything. I was told that my friends were very proud of me and I wondered if they were so proud how come only one of them had spoken to me that day and then decided I was probably wrong about that. And then there was South Park, which was disappointing.
Nothing clever, no landscapes painted with words this week. And I'll probably go to my counselor tomorrow and say Nothing's New. Or maybe I won't. Maybe I'll tell her I hate my life, and I hate my meds, and I hate not having a job and I hate having to learn to drive and I hate the hot weather and hate hate hate hate hate hate hate so much that it smoulders inside and just overwhelms me until I stare blankly at nothing at all and get absolutely nothing done again.
Today was not a good day.