The needle's already in my eye

I want to die. Firmly strongly and passionately want to die.
Last night I started feeling really crapppy. Head ache, nausea, various body aches, lots of stuff that felt like maybe I was getting the flu.
I've been up since about three this morning with that headache, and finally threw up at about eightish.
Curled up on the couch now, having managed to eat enough applesauce to take my drugs without worrying about that making me throw up again. (Must be taken with food! Don't say we didn't warn you!)
Feeling better than I did earlier, at least, says Captain Damning With Faint Praise.