I can't complain but sometimes I still do

As noted above. My head knows that I have so many things going my way, so much that I'm lucky to have and to be. But deep inside I kick and I cry because everything feels so hard. I'm reminded that my all-year everything pass for public transport expires in two months. That's it. By then I need to be able to afford some form of transportation, preferrably being licensed. As stated yesterday, I have to find more/new work. Again, the thought goes through my mind that normal people are doing this every day. Then the thought goes through my mind that I should go to sleep before I have to be up for work.
I thank the Lady for all of my friends. They help me remember that it's worth it to try rather than just give up.

You guessed--it's all for the best.

So I got to kick people in the head yesterday. Mighty Flying TinTin Kick Megs ran her Feng Shui game, and gave my character something to focus on besides the fact that his brother is critically ill and trapped in an unstable dimension that could dissolve at any moment. There are these identical twin green doctor chickie clones, and he needs to get their phone number. Sooner or later, when I feel more inspired, I should write a story about why he hates the Lotus so much.
So I got to kick people in the head, and then we went to Slimy and had yummy stir fry and got to play in the hot tub. I also got to be amused--I was chastised for using the word 'nipple' (as in 'my nipple is bruised from being pinched so hard) in conversation, and then a few minutes later was regaled by Andrew shouting "I love dicks!' in the dining room.
Devil Ducky, by the way, wants a ham. He is one of the new residents of the hot tub.
Today I got invited to Leslie's Hallowe'en party on Saturday. I was unable to get to Cera's party last weekend, but might get to Christy's this weekend, which would make quite an exciting Saturday if I somehow got to both. Now it is time to scrounge the fridge for leftovers and things that need to be eaten before they go bad (for dinner tonight and breakfast/lunch tomorrow) and stare at the television.