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Today was Day Five this week of getting to the gym for at least half an hour of exercise. Considering the target is 'three, or four on a good week', that's not bad. Next week, probably not so much, but I feel like I might have a foot hold on developing a habit. Fingers crossed.
Also, much like methadone, the Caffeine Free Sugar Free Everything Free Coke seems to be a useful tool in killing the "can i have a coke now? i could have a coke. a coke would be nice right about now. big red shiny can. mom. mom. mom. can i have a coke? mom? mom?" sort of urge, at least temporarily.

Now all I need to do is deal with the feeling that I'm moving the wrong direction and fucking up my life somehow.