Turned on some music to start my day
Mar. 18th, 2002 07:49 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cyranoWoke up this morning, panicked, because the stereo was already playing, quietly, and I figured I was already late. But no, according to my computer I was up five minutes early. (The other side of the mix tape I commented on in Friday's entry; includes some cool stuff I'd never heard before. Lucious Jackson, Soul Coughing...)
And in the bathroom I discovered that I have that eczema crap breaking out on my eyelid again. Usually that's a stress reaction, but the odd thing is that the past couple of days I've been feeling less stressed than usual. A couple of days off, a bunch of movies (at home and in cinema), and wonderful lovely Megs and wonderful lovely Cindy said 'go to the post office--they desperately want to hire people; it pays better than the current job, and might turn into an actual career type thing'. Plus it wouldn't have the transportation issues that the SkyWest job would have.
Last night there were no parties at all. I just stayed home and watched Titus and was incredibly depressed because these people were doing something creative and innovative and I doubt I will ever do something like that because I'm not sure I've got it anywhere inside me.
But today I'm feeling much better.
And in the bathroom I discovered that I have that eczema crap breaking out on my eyelid again. Usually that's a stress reaction, but the odd thing is that the past couple of days I've been feeling less stressed than usual. A couple of days off, a bunch of movies (at home and in cinema), and wonderful lovely Megs and wonderful lovely Cindy said 'go to the post office--they desperately want to hire people; it pays better than the current job, and might turn into an actual career type thing'. Plus it wouldn't have the transportation issues that the SkyWest job would have.
Last night there were no parties at all. I just stayed home and watched Titus and was incredibly depressed because these people were doing something creative and innovative and I doubt I will ever do something like that because I'm not sure I've got it anywhere inside me.
But today I'm feeling much better.
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Date: 2002-03-18 10:31 am (UTC)